Sunday, March 2
Tear Drops on My Guitar
I don't know if you-all know this or not, Randy and I have had a few miscarriages. It has been a couple of months since the last miscarriage, but for some reason today has been harder than most days. I know we haven't been trying for very long, but it is still painful to see children all about me and have empty arms. We want so badly to be parents right now, that waiting is heart breaking. I know that one day we will get that miraculous blessing of holding our child in our arms, but for today we wait and we pray. On a special side note, I always am so grateful for Allyjean. In her innocence, she blesses my life in ways I can't really describe. Between her and the rest of the cousins it makes being childless much more bearable. Thank-you Samantha for "sharing" them with me ever once and a while. Pray for us, we could always use it.